Drugged

Somehow I screwed up my back again. I still had some of the muscle relaxer from the last time I did this, so I took it. The label says take one pill every eight hours. I took one last night around nine. I was pretty well looped till about three today.

If I had nothing to do, it would have been nice. Everything was relaxed. I wasn't sleepy, just relaxed.

Having to be at work and working hard killed it.

Physically I was relaxed - too relaxed. Mentally I was freaking out.

I suppose I should see it as a positive, since I'm usually freaking out and physically stressed anyway.

Maybe tomorrow I'll double up and go out for a Three Martini Lunch.

- b